Update

Again a few days since I have written. Today I did halve a day of CBT. A clutch and gear bike is harder then I thought to ride and so wasn't safe to go on the road so have to fork out more money for another day. At least it's not the full price again. Finding it all rather hard in my attempt to be good at everything first time round. Crazy how I attempt that it just stresses me out. Now I suddenly have a few hours to spare and not sure what to do with myself. Working ina coffee shop is great but what sucks are the hours and the wage. Why can't shift rotas be done at least two weeks in advance. At that place again where I feel rather overwhelmed with life and all the things I have to do and be to so many people. Bit of a rant but hey. I'm trying to see all experiences as a positive rather then a negative thing, but that's harder then it seems, so if anyone out there has any tips let me know.