Changes and more changes

A whole week and two days have passed since my last blog- how disgraceful.....
It's been an up and down week. Currently on an eight day week just so I can have this following weekend off. Starting to get me down this whole no benefits and constant shift pattern change. I have moved stores now to Oxford road right in the heart of student ville. Very different. The current manager is only there for another week. I find myself again as an assistant manager which is just suck a sucky role really because your kind of the dogs body without the main responsibilities so you can't really make changes of your own back.
But then again was praying about this last night and God really showed me that most of the situations I'm finding myself in at the moment are his tools to teach me to be and stay assertive to trust in my own decision making abilities. Where working at Freedom really destroyed that ability in me everything now is starting to build it up. I guess I had to be totally broken in it all and then to have it rebuilt my the good Lord. To understand that nearly everything is a journey and that I can't change overnight and can't change things overnight. To chill out and trust in Jesus that he is in control and that there is no condemnation for those who love him and that I am good at making decisions. And also to learn how to manage conflict. All these lessons all these changes.