So I'm now 5 days into an 8 hour in a row stint at work. How unbiblical is that? I guess though we do lots of unbiblical things all the time like not offering up two doves at the end of our periods. Sorry feeling rather synical about the God thing at the moment. Had an awesome night with it on Monday and really felt God's presence praying with Sally D. So Tuesday day time was brilliant because I felt at peace with God and a sense that all things are possible. But then I slipped up again last night. I just want sex so badly. Should I admit that on the internet? Yes because I guess it is a plea for prayer from those who do actually read my blog. In all honesty it confuses me that this loving God of ours has designed us to want it so bad but then said wait till your married. I mean where is the off switch................(I know the answer-Holy spirit and self control- what if you find it hard to even see the Holy Spirit in your life?)
Anyways enough of the ramblings.
Got a pay rise at work!!!! Bit of a joke instead of £5.35 I know get a whole 50p more. And have to work 5 hours more. The joys and once again I'm working in a disgustingly dirty environment, why do employers never care about your health and safety?
2 comments:
just to say i do enjoy reading your blog regularly and will be praying as requested....love you rikes,
penny x
I love you. I love your blog. I love reading it. I love your honesty. I love your Vespa. I love your passion for coffee and coffee culture. I love that you're so open about your struggles. I love your bonkers sense of humour. I love it that even when we don't see one another for yonks it's still ok. Over and out.
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