Saturday, November 04, 2006
Fighting
I have awoken from my slumber and realised that nothing will change if I don't change the fact that I do very little talking to Jesus. A lot has happened in the last week but because of personal reasons I can't share them on the internet. Wouldn't be fair on those involved. But I do feel I need to share that Jesus is wooping my ass through my friends. I need to pray, pray and pray. That even in the dark hours we need to seek Jesus' help and he will come through. So what I'm saying that even me who is a terrible sinner and don't even know halve the time whether I believe in this whole Christianity thing anymore am beginning to realise again that the only place Jesus belongs is right at the centre of my life, before everything else. So come on Jesus take that rightful place in my heart. And if anyone has read anything exciting in the bible lately do let me know.....:o)
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Ulriki!
Being not a Christian, I might be offending some right now (I apologize if I do), but I just can't get over the whole sinner idea. Yes, we are not perfect, but being permanently ridden on a guilt trip doesn't make life meaningful in my eyes. When you write that you are a terrible sinner, that just hurts. In my eyes, whoever makes you think that, is the real sinner, because he/she doesn't appreciate the beauty of your soul. You seem to be on a constant search for yourself, but we change continuously in our lifes with every breath we take. And religion, well, that is a difficult subject, I guess we always dream of being totally manifested in our beliefs, but it is in our human nature to question dogmas. Through questioning our beliefs we find our truth/faith and this might be something different for each one of us.
Hab Dich lieb!
Marta
hey rikes
i've just started reading the psalms again lately..am really enjoying some of them...especially the ones i can identify with..kinda helps me pray as i read..dunno if that's helpful.
thanks for blogging so regularly, helps me feel like i know how you're doing and how to pray etc
love you lots
penny x
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